Fly Van Der Waals @ 2008-07-05 05:19 When you love someone so deeply, They become your life. It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside. Blindly I imagined I could keep you under glass; Now I understand to hold you, I must open up my hands and watch you rise. I have learned that beauty has to flourish in the light; Wild horses run unbridled, Or their spirit dies. You have given me the courage to be all that I can, And I truly feel your heart will, Lead you back to me when you're ready to land. I can't pretend these tears aren't overflowing steadily; I can't prevent this hurt from almost overtaking me. But I will stand and say goodbye, For you'll never be mine, Until you know the way it feels to fly. Spread your wings and prepare to fly, For you have become a butterfly. Fly abandonedly into the sun. If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be, So spread your wings and fly, Butterfly. 阅读全文(15) / 评论 / 给Van Der Waals留言 / 扔小纸条 收藏: QQ书签 del.icio.us / 订阅: Google 抓虾

Over You Van Der Waals @ 2008-07-04 05:11 hahahh so i guess thats all. honesty i knew all along that this was gonna happen sometime somehow, and i knew that this was the best decision for both of us, but im just too timorous to say it out loud. I wanna thank you, for everything youve done for me. youre a great guy, probably the best that ive met so far. u deserve much better than a relationship that only brings u pain. this is not what u need. u deserve a woman that knows how to love, how to establish a family, not a girl that doesnt understand love. thank you for being so tolerate of me, im stunned and touched, by how much youve tolerated of me. im immature, sometimes cold, and most importantly, i dont know you what you want and cant give you what you need when ur dying to have it. im not doing my responsibilities as a lover, as someone who brings you love and joy. thank you for all the pain u endured these two years, without complaining, without giving up. the feeling of deceit and disappointment that it brings you must have been devastating, but yet you chose to forgive. not everyone can do that and i truly appreciate everything youve done. im blessed to have someone like u by my side, giving me strength to move on. for two years, you taught me how to love. you taught me how giving is such a beauty that it leaves me speechless. youve given me so much, but theres nothing i can do for you in return. if anything, i wish the best for you. whatever is your decision, may lord brings you strength. thank you for this decision, it brings both of us out of a never-ending suffering. short pain is always better than long one. especially for you, its so important for you right now and you should stand up for yourself and stop doing what you dont like. and thats a man. millions of thanks, and thanks to god for arranging me to have met you in my life. im grateful of every second weve spent together, it was the best time of my life. its not something i can ever forget, but im happy to tell you that i'll get over it though its not easy. the feeling of heart beat wont fade, nor will the excitement and nervousness. but i'll keep telling myself, that girl, you need to get over him and move on. im not gonna cry, not gonna beg, all i'll do, is hope that you can hear my thanks. 阅读全文(11) / 评论(1) / 给Van Der Waals留言 / 扔小纸条 收藏: QQ书签 del.icio.us / 订阅: Google 抓虾

6/6/08 Van Der Waals @ 2008-06-08 00:38 maybe everything is just pointless without you. or maybe i just can't do anything without you. why do i feel like i already lost you? i know you don't wanna hear me talk, you don't want me to bother you, you don't want me to say anything that i'm not sure i can do. but..it's all so true that i can't do anything..anything at all not knowing that you're with me.. all i wanna say, is that i love you. im sorry but i love you.. i know you hate that, you hate it when i say that..but..how i wish you know how i feel..please..i wish you could see this..easy conversation can't express my feelings..i just..want you to know that i'm not what you said i am.. 阅读全文(13) / 评论 / 给Van Der Waals留言 / 扔小纸条 收藏: QQ书签 del.icio.us / 订阅: Google 抓虾

6/5/08 Van Der Waals @ 2008-06-06 04:13 在你的身后，时间把画面都带走。 时间把镜头带走，不假思索，回忆不放手。 好想再跟你牵着手，牵着你给我的温柔，哭过以后眼泪还是不停地流。 街角的彩虹，会不会出现。 阅读全文(13) / 评论 / 给Van Der Waals留言 / 扔小纸条 收藏: QQ书签 del.icio.us / 订阅: Google 抓虾

1/20/2007 Van Der Waals @ 2008-06-04 02:36          老爸的MBA考完了，但这几天都没给他打电话，他肯定气死了。。。。今天晚上要切谢叔叔家，不晓得好久给他打得到了。。。         这几天也没给他打电话，他不是要考试了吗，还是不要打扰他的好。         昨天网上碰到童玲，她还是没咋变。只是她居然都现在了才晓得我在美国，真的郁闷。不过看似还好的关系，也不晓得能不能维持。不过还是很欣慰，她主动给我打招呼的。我也没问她过得怎么样，不过肯定是比我好的巴。其实就是分离的那一会会痛苦。         孙驭风啊，我想你。。。无语。。。真希望星期四快点到，就可以跟他聊天了。不能太期待，不然总是会失望的。爱屋及乌真得太灵，我无可救药的爱上他爱的一切，包括他仅仅提了一下的吴克群。。。。搞错没。         趁这几天有空，把《家》看完吧。 阅读全文(9) / 评论 / 给Van Der Waals留言 / 扔小纸条 收藏: QQ书签 del.icio.us / 订阅: Google 抓虾

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